I'm obsessed with the food i see on tv. iin?

When I see food on TV shows (SHOWS!-not commercials!), I think I might think about it way too much.

If it's real food, I visualize how it has decomposed and re-entered the earth and I assume I have consumed it in a new form. I also feel very curious about what exactly happened to the leftovers and also sad because I assume so much is just thrown in the garbage. There's actually a lot more things I think about too. Like depending on the era, I think about how hard the food was to prepare based on methods of the time period. And other stuff.

If it's fake food, I imagine myself playing with it...sort of like a child but more like I got shrunk down to the size of a doll and I'm living in a "doll world" where I'm alive but everything else is fake. I saw an episode of the Twilight Zone where this happened to a couple. They passed out mysteriously on their drive home from a party and awoke in a strange place only to find out it was the doll house of a giant girl. How exciting! I would like to build a life size fake grocery store and doll house for myself one day.