I'm obsesed with kate upton and think about her all the time

In terms of appearance, Kate Upton is the most perfect woman I've ever seen. She's SOOO freakin' on fire! And she has perfect boobs, perfect butt and if you look really closley you can see her vaggy (also perfect), and she has good acting skills. I often imagine the 2 of us are totally meant for each other and us on romantical vacations and us getting down to business in bed ;) I totally would give anything in a heartbeat explore every centimeter of her. But I know that she's probably a bitch in real life like almost all actors and actresses, and she is WAY out of my league because I'm poor as dirt. So I feel like my extream crush on her is taunting me since I know I will never put my weinie in her bun even though I like to imagine I do all the time. is it normal and how do I stop thinking about her?