I'm not motivated at all
I hate the fact that I cannot get motivated to do anything! I don't even do my school work anymore, and I used to be an A grade student. I think about ending my life at some points just because I feel like such a let down.
I'm in my final year of school, and how well I do this year effects whether or not I get into College. I'm constantly nagged at by my parents, because they care for me and my future and know that I can make something of myself, but all the nagging in the world just doesn't seem to get me to do my work!
I dream big and I always have. I have the talent to become a musician, and I've always wanted to model, but it's the confidence that I lack.
But I feel like even if I did have the confidence, I couldn't ever do it because I just cannot sit down and focus on my work, and in order to get a decent career, I need to do my work now! I'm so afraid that I'll just waste my life, that I'll just sit infront of the TV/Laptop dreaming my life away. Anyone else going through this?