I'm not motivated at all

I hate the fact that I cannot get motivated to do anything! I don't even do my school work anymore, and I used to be an A grade student. I think about ending my life at some points just because I feel like such a let down.

I'm in my final year of school, and how well I do this year effects whether or not I get into College. I'm constantly nagged at by my parents, because they care for me and my future and know that I can make something of myself, but all the nagging in the world just doesn't seem to get me to do my work!

I dream big and I always have. I have the talent to become a musician, and I've always wanted to model, but it's the confidence that I lack.

But I feel like even if I did have the confidence, I couldn't ever do it because I just cannot sit down and focus on my work, and in order to get a decent career, I need to do my work now! I'm so afraid that I'll just waste my life, that I'll just sit infront of the TV/Laptop dreaming my life away. Anyone else going through this?

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  • Crockett297

    I feel this way also, but I know it shouldn't be normal. I think part of this is convenience. Technology has given us so much we don't even want to walk anymore. I have thought about getting rid of my computer for this very reason. My computer is like a virtual world where I go and experience things. The problem is when you spend too much time on it the real world doesn't seem worth while. It's the immediate gratification vs the long term gratification. Unless you have a purpose to live you will never see the long term as a benefit. I'm still trying to find my purpose. I know there is one for everyone.

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  • keanerthanme

    Hey,

    I am always like this, I have really big goals and I never reach them, so I loose motivation. Like I know that I'm suppose to do my hw to get good grades and blah blah blah. But for some reason I can't really get my mind to my hw. I used to be sooo obsessed about grades and college, but now I really don't care. ?_?

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  • black127

    I used to be the same way and I still am. If u don't care in high school, college won't be much diffrent. Setting goals almost never works to much unexpected shit always happens. If ur goin to college u better know what ur goin to do or it will suck. Another thing u should do is get all the partying, alcohol, and drugs outta ur system in high school cause in college there ain't much time for dat shit.

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  • dancerock

    Yeah I get in trouble for this. My gardes are rapidly falling but I just cant seem to get the motivation to work on them...my parents don't get why but I just don't care.

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  • brian987987

    same here

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  • antinoob8888

    Exactly happened with me. I'm still like it, actually. I thought about actually leaving this disgusting planet we call home for many reasons. I hate school, I hate the way our world works, and I hate most people around me at school every single day.

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  • cookie_monster

    hey same here. I don't even want to draw anymore... and i LOVE to draw. *Sigh*

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  • lalala232323

    Its like you entered my brain took out my thoughts and posted them. Its insane I was a GENIUS!!! Now im barley getting D's. I HATE SCHOOLL! And i don want to let anyone else down.

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  • AbnormalGuy

    have exactly the same thing,atleast with studying.. not the model part lol..

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  • Jen118584

    Maybe you had ADHD? Talk to your doctor. Your problem could very well be chemical.

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