I'm not a fan of christmas
Well here's the thing: Christmas isn't my jam.
I like spending time with the people who I care about. It's just that Christmas isn't gothic and it's something that the normies overhype. Halloween is more like my Christmas. I'm a gothic person who is a fan of Halloween more than the "beloved holiday". Hell, I even tried to keep an open mind when browsing a Christmas store. I'm aware of the holidays origin and to which makes sense why it doesn't appeal to me.
To put it short: Christmas to me is just Valentine's day for single people who wish had a relationship. You know; sad, depressing, tight on the money, and comfort food to make me feel hella bloated. Halloween is tight on money too, but like childbirth; I get something good out of it (new house decor).