I'm just not into dating around or sleeping with ppl
I haven't been in a relationship in a years. I never really felt an actual connection with anyone, I was always the one who never had a boyfriend or dated much. I am not a virgin, but I don't have a lot of desire to have sex or be in relationships. I am a bit picky(not unrealistic) and I am not unattractive. I go out a good amount. I just had brain surgery last week and have spent many years being more concerned about health issues. But sometimes I feel like I'm going to be alone forever. It's not that I have totally given up on dating either. I just can not meet any guys my age (20) that a. want more than a one night stand of a sex friend or B. are d-bags, jerks or mean spirited which blows me away, why the hell would you take someone out, pay for a meal and be a dick to them.
I'm a little bit old fashioned. I just feel like theres no one out there for me. Even though the odds are in my favor.