I'm in love with my stalker, is this normal?
I have a stalker, she lives in the female dorms(college), which happen to be very close to my rented apartment.
She is extremely beautiful, but she's extremely scary at the same time.
I found out that she had a crush on me in the 3rd month of my freshmen year. She was following me and had even sneaked into my flat once, I caught her staring at me in the middle of the night and screamed bloody murder! she was able to calm me down before running off into the night, I didn't call the cops as originally planned because she looked genuinely terrified and I didn't want to cause her problems.
after that she was never around and I thought that she had dropped out(we have the same classes), but she showed up in class a week later and was extremely shy around me, I found her very adorable and forgave the home invasion, we became friends after that, and I didn't really talk to her about her breaking in, in fact I forgot about it soon after.
I found out that she had resumed stalking me during sophomore year, but decided to ignore it, she also had started getting extremely possessive, even though she's the most pretty girl in class;
Even with all this, I thought I had fallen for her; before I found out that she had actually been stalking me the entire time, she had even broken in 5 times before I caught her apparently(she confessed), she also has been taking photos of me behind my back and antagonizing any girl who came close to me(a fellow classmate informed me of this.)
She has also apparently been stalking me on Facebook(even though I haven't ever logged on ironically, she's been chasing down girls who post anything on my wall, and threatening them)
After I found out about all this she cornered me on the way home and confessed her love for me along with a lengthy heartfelt apology filled with sobbing and clutching me. I was too stunned to know what to do after all this, and before I had a chance to give a coherent reply she kissed me, In a daze I said "yes" to her request of becoming her boyfriend, I didn't realize what had happened until after it was over.
I really do think I might love her, and she's extremely gorgeous. but I'm not sure if I should; my friends used tell me to keep my distance, and I don't want to end up marrying a crazy person, I'm scared she may kill someone.
but they(my friends) haven't been overtly against 'Us' lately, so I think they've come to accept her.
she was also my 1st kiss, so I feel bound to her of sorts.