I'm in love with a fantasy

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Basically, about a year ago I really got into a certain tv show(from japan). I have aspergers and I tend to get obsessive about things. I started learning about my 2 favorite actresses on the show. I found one of their blogs translated into english, and she updates it pretty frequently. She's kept a blog on and off for the past 7 years and I've read every blog by her from 2003 til now. After reading that much about a person you kinda feel you get to know them in a way.
I've always had this thing with fantasies to help me fall asleep. Alot of the time it's just me crying in her lap or simply being next to her, and somewhat getting a sense of security of it. I know I've fallen in love with the 17 year old her (23 now), but its a mix between her and the character she played. I know I probably sound like a freak. But I've never had close relationships to people including my family. So I always fantasize about those things when I'm going to bed.
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  • idiot123
    13 years ago

    You are just like me. I have always believed I have Asbergers as I have extreme difficulty in social situations and I have to think about how to go through a conversation before I speak to someone. I fantasize all the time about everything! I also have a vivid fantasy life that I only go into before I go to bed. I am preoccupied about things that have always varied through my life.

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  • soccer2
    13 years ago

    Idk if it's
    Normal but it's not healthy. You should try to let go or see a therapist

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  • Austalien
    12 years ago

    I am the same so normal for us, Just fufill it like I do that is the therapy :)

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