I'm glad that i don't feel things anymore.
After being hurt deeply 25 years ago, I've long since gotten to the point where I do not feel any kink of emotions toward anyone. Male or female. Love or hate. But there are times when I do wonder if this is normal. The winter holidays mean nothing to me, other than just getting the silliness other already. As a male, my sexual needs are readily fulfilled by hookers. Sex to me is nothing more than lust, easily satisfied with a twenty dollar bill. I can't say that I am happy. But I am content. No tears, no heartache for this motherfucker. Are there others out there like me? I'm just wondering if I am normal.