I'm confused my feelings
I know I am gay and had several relationship with men at my young age. What troubles me now is about this elicit relationship with my nephew. He is a son of my cousin that makes him my nephew. He was 14 when we started this kind of sexual relationship. He is sexually attractive and I can't help my self to fall for him. I was in my high school years that time. He just did everything to please me. Now at 17 and a college student he doesn't want our relationship to end.He had several girlfriends already. I know for sure that I do really love him but I want to stop this relationship though it hurts. I will be a teacher for jeez sake! I told him to have a breakup but he doesn't want to. He even told me that he would commit suicide! I'm confused right now.I just love him so dearly.