I'm attracted to anything thats bad although i wanna be good

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Ever since my childhood Ive grown up in a poor familie... My parents tried their hardest to teach me values and honesty they took me to church every sunday and i still try to go when I can.. The problem is I cannot be good.. as much as I try to I cant i started stealing in grade 2 got suspended for bullying in grade 4 suspended multiple times from multiple schools for fighting and jumping kids... started dealing.. kept stealing and sht.. i always feel guilty amd i always try to stop im addicted to pot i try to stpp but i cant... i lie to my gf and familie to hide my bad life.. they think im gpod but i got two lives.. one where all my family and good people know me as good and one whereall my boys and "bad" connections know me.. i keep both lives separated and only my closest boys know about this..
Is this normal? How do i stop and become "good"?

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Based on 11 votes (4 yes)
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  • shygirl99
    9 years ago

    I know it's easier said than done, but i think the best thing to do would be to leave everybody who's a part of your 'bad life' behind so that you can focus on moving forwards in your 'good life'. Especially the bad connections

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  • 213
    9 years ago

    Oh that's bad then

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  • 213
    9 years ago

    Always have the word GOOD in your mind

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    • veno16
      9 years ago

      I do.. everytime i tell myself ight im done imma be good there will be a situation where ill meed money or ill be too stressed that will bring me back to bad

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  • pixie44
    9 years ago

    control your urges and be good

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