I'm attracted to anything sexually deviant
so im not asking if this is normal since i'm sure it's definitely not, but yet i'd like to understand. growing up and starting being sexually active, i started to realise i was attracted to unconventional things. i first started to be sexually attracted to men (i'm a woman) from a younger age, and then i started being attracted to women. i then thought i was a lesbian and i was cool with it, but then i realize my fantasies were getting weirder and weirder. First it was lesbianism, then it was anal sex, and then group sex, shemale, voyeurism, incest, even sex with robots or animals... I'm attracted to anything that isn't the conventional straight relationship. Naturally i have never acted upon any of these things and they are grossing me out, but i just want to understand why i'm so different. I was ready to accept i was just a lesbian, but my fantasies have proven me this is much deeper (i still have sex with men anyway). I just feel like i have this weird demonic energy inside me, cause i can never love or feel empathy... I'm just weird and I'm becoming scared of myself.