I'm always so jealous and so paranoid :(

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im a very jealous person and i feel like its taking over me i get jealous when i think people have better clothes than me or they look better than me or have a better life than me and it sucks i hate living like this and im paranoid too whenever people stare at me or whenever i look at someone and they look at me i think their gonna talk crap about me for looking at them or there gonna think im weird ughhh i hate myself for being like this i dont know how i got like this is it normal :(

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  • RinaChan
    14 years ago

    I feel your pain.
    If my friends get more attention than I, I become insanely jealous and I'll feel the need to say something to bring me back into the center of the circle again.
    I'm pretty selfish, and I dislike that side of my personality.
    But you learn to become less insecure as times goes on.
    As far as the people looking and talking...sometimes I might get paranoid, but I'm pretty good at controlling that.
    I'll just say to myself 'Why would they be talking about you? You're not interesting!'
    Lol.
    But there are times when you know for a fact that they're talking about you...well, I'll just look and give them a sarcastic smile or something.

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  • sammymantha
    12 years ago

    I get the same, if friends win stuff, or get a job lol. x

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  • drpenis
    14 years ago

    do you smoke cannabis or something..

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