I'm a piece of trash because i'm not outgoing enough.

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Over and over again, it's been the same thing my whole life. Despite how hard I work or how good I am at something, it doesn't matter in the end. People forget that I contributed something important. They just want their own egos to be pampered. I'm fucking sick of fake hateful smiles from judgmental people who don't know me. I've been gradually building a protective bubble around me that I know will eventually choke me to death. But I'd rather die than get constant reminders from assholes that I'm garbage.

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  • finn
    7 years ago

    Why are you letting them affect your self esteem? Do you value them that much? Take a holiday and clear your head. When you come back, avoid all the haters and do things that make you happy. New friends will eventually come along.

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  • _Mehhhh_
    7 years ago

    What Finn said.

    You sound like you have a very defeatist attitude about life, and you lack confidence. I'm not saying it to be shady, I'm far from perfect, but recognizing it is the first step in moving forward.

    Is it really them saying that you are "garbage" or is it you? Are you thinking that about yourself so hard that it actually manifests and then other people see how you feel about yourself?

    Either way, Irrelevant peoples' opinions are fucking irrelevant. You keep up with yourself, take care of yourself, do things you enjoy (either by yourself or with your few close friends). You will enjoy life more and people will respect you more too.

    If they don't like it, fuck 'em

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      7 years ago

      I'm done questioning whether it's me or them. It's them. They think I am garbage. I think I am not. Clearly this is not a self-esteem issue. They are simply enemies that I'm forced to be near because of work and family.

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  • agoodlovejoy
    7 years ago

    Your selfish ways show. They are trying to protect their emotions because they fear that you will judge them first. So they point out your flaws to make you feel as bad as they percieve that you make them feel. I'm dating someone just like you

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