I'm a husband

Only if you are a fag

Sucking cock is very common. Some guys like me, simply enjoy a M4M blowjob. I've been discreetly giving and getting them most of my life. It is very enjoyable and rewarding to suck a clean cock to completion. Most guys will gladly reciprocate. Almost all of the cocks are on mature married men that are not getting sex at home. As you should already know, some women simply stop wanting to have sex after menopause, and are more satisfied with a vibrator, leaving the husband wanting.

Cheating on your partner again? Why did you even marry him?

I am a hetro male who has fantasized about sucking cock for a long time. not kissing or holding or anything like that. Just sucking a cock til he cums in my mouth and then going about my life like it didn't happen,

Suck or get sucked, the choice is yours!

I need a new brain to study, want to volunteer yours?

It's only normal if your a cocksucker. So you make the call!

To feel the thud of the climax hitting the bak of your throat is unique.

Why not just invite your cocks home to fuck your wife and suck them off after they've cum in her... other wise ... I'm thinking that you're heading for disappointment down the road.. unless she's in this menopause thing... but I'd broach the subject with her somehow...

Some years ago I began studing the spiritual world and my husband did his masters in Gender studies, conversations between hubby and I become very interesting sometimes.

Jinn (Satan's off-spring) is an invisible devil, male Jinn is attracted to possess female human and female Jinn is attracted to possess male human, the invisible Jinns see, feel, hear, sense, taste and smell everything the possessed human experiences, so when 2 same sex female humans are attracted to each other ie., lesbians, essentially, its the inner possessed (male Jinn) attracted to the outer (female human) shell, in the case of gays, its the inner possessed (female Jinn) attracted to the outer (male human) shell, so 2 human gays don't fancy each other, its the inner Jinn fancying the outer human shell, it's very un-natural but that's the reason why its wrong to have same sex relations, gays and lesbians are unwittingly submitting their will to their inner demons when they consent to same sex relations, also why all religious scriptures disagree with it, nobody could explain the same sex relations wrong till I studied the subject myself.

I would say yes it is normal. Sometimes a taboo can turn you on like no other sex!

Not normal! I would think there has to be a reason for you to crave such an act. Consider what would happen if your wife finds out...if your family finds out.
It sounds like a very bad situation that you created on your own. My recommendation: STOP and if you can't then you need to leave your wife and take time to explore who you are. Find yourself because doing these acts without your wife's consent is disrespectful and you obviously feel as if something is missing.
Good luck!

Guess it is so. If that's what you like.

Trolls be trollin.