I'm 20 years old and i hate my family
It started as a young teenager, and I thought it was just a phase I would've passed by now, but maybe I genuinely hate them. I wasn't abused or anything illegal or immoral, but I just don't get along well with my immediate family. I have two younger sisters and two older brothers. I never tell my parents anything about my personal life and I avoid talking about my parents at all costs in front of my friends/associates. Sometimes I feel my siblings are high functioning autistic. They just irritate me so much that when I finally moved out, it felt as if a huge weight was lifted. Now that I only see them once in a while that same weight comes back, but now its intensified because their obnoxiousness seems to be exponentially worse. I think I know the answer (to whether or not this is normal) but I thought I might ask you guys before I literally go to the shrink... Is it normal to feel this way?