I love the feeling of hurting things

I'm 22 and since I was little I have loved making animals suffer. I like instigating cats to scratch me so I can feel rage instead of nothing. Once I get to this point I like to squeeze, throw, hit and suffocate it. Suffocation is my favorite. I love the way it tries so hard to get my hand off its face and I do enjoy knowing it's life is in my hands. (I have never killed one)
But lately I have been hesitant... I will try to not do it anymore but it fucking eats away at me.
Does this newly found hesitation mean I can be good, I can stop doing what I do?
Or does it mean I've lost interest and need to move on?
Its not guilt or anything in fact I couldn't care less, I need advise I feel wierd about things now, don't suggest a doctor please lol I can assure you I am not a serial killer in the making :) I just like blood and fear. So somebody give me advise on how to stop this lol I wouldn't want my loved ones to find me out

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Comments ( 18 )
  • RoseIsabella

    I think you ought to hurt yourself instead of hurting cats, you fucking piece of shit coward!

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  • westoptic

    Go see a therapist you animal abusing piece of garbage. Before someone fucking kills you. Cowards and psychopaths abuse animals. Someone needs to grab you by the neck and give you a throttling so you can feel what the poor cat feels. Fucking scum, I hate that people like you exist on this planet.

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  • Thomas1994

    The fact that you're asking us if its normal is proof that you have some wits about you. Please get professional help immediately. You'd be surprised how one thing leads to another and then you've all of a sudden killed 27 people in terribly creative ways.

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  • smarterthanyou

    These thoughts you have, and the actions you are taking, show pretty clearly that you are a sociopath/psychopath. Now go out there and rash up the world, you great person, you!

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  • Morgen0102

    I've thought about doing the same thing, both to animals and humans

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  • Robin_19

    This is not a normal thing to do would you strangle your sister or you mom or your daughter if you had one. This is the exact same as that. Animals are beautiful living beings who have feelings and deserve to be alive on this earth and they have more rights than any of us to be here because they were here a lot longer then we were so please stop this. No body on this planet has any right to take anyone's life especially an Animals. Occupy yourself and keep yourself busy so that you don't have that craving. And a word of advise don't get any pets!

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  • Robin_19

    Ok I'm gonna entry controlled myself here cuz I work with animals and I protect them with my life and I hate when people hurt them its the most cruel thing to do!!!!! Please stop

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  • smackthelittlefatty

    Hey bitch can I suffocate you piece of shit

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  • smackthelittlefatty

    Never thought about animals. Love to do that to kids just hit them maybe beat them for a.while. You though u would be fun to make u feel fear. Are u a sweet little girl u need to be under my rock hard body. Turn u into my BITCH!!! LMFAO u sick Fucking Bitch!!

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    • smackthelittlefatty

      If you're. a boy I'll make you my bitch as well. I make girls. my bitches but for you.I'm going to make an exception for you and.make an example out of you

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  • horny_simpletons

    Evil cunt.

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  • DolphinAngel

    Go seek a doctor. You are mentally sick and you know it yet you want other help from us? How are we supposed to help you to stop harming other living beings? Seek psychological help please. Or deal with the consequences!

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    if yall can git a management job yall can continue the same mindset and behavior

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  • ShadoClone

    You don't know the value of life. What do you expect of self righteous people? They will spit and kick at you when their noses are as dirty. They probably expect everyone to be unrealistically compassionate towards everything and everyone so they can use you as a floor mat.

    Looking at it from your point of here and not mine. You're probably bored or growing a conscience of a limited degree. >_> Try being a mortician or something. Enough blood for days. It's all about being able to control something and attempting to feel empowered over someone else's life. Sadism can be a useful career tool. Especially with BDSM stuff so research your own psychology. Are you a dominant person? Charismatic? Submissive? Does your life suck? Do you want to work at a meat factory? The last one was a bad joke on animal cruelty but valid nonetheless.

    Do me a favor. Don't move on and try not to attempt it again. If you need to feel in control there are activities that put you in charge. Farm raising is one of those activities, raising rabbits, chickens, cows, sheep, goats for food. Try not to rationalize any of your actions because the value of life is an emotional empathy thing. Being able to feel other's pain is another part of it. I personally don't care for animals so I don't go out of my way to deal with them.

    Well, I really don't like your shoes so I'm stepping out of them. It's unnatural to be ABLE to even attempt hurting animals knowingly. If the world was lawless you'd be a rich man or a hunted one.

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  • In-the-dark

    Honestly the fact that they can't do anything about it makes it that much better lol i came on this hoping to find another person like me to talk with but all in getting is people like you who want to judge it. Animals kill animals everyday, why is it so bad if I never kill them?

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    • ucipher8

      You are strangling and pretty much torturing other animals and its not out of survival. Like others had suggested you should get professional help, i would recommend you be isolated and or "put down".

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  • In-the-dark

    A piece of shit coward...huh this is something I have never been called. I clearly stated I wouldn't hurt humans, jail time is not for me. A coward no, I'm just not stupid. But if name calling gives you a since of fulfillment than please have at it. I don't care

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    • Whats cowardly is to go after little animals that cannot defend themselves against a human. Try joining the military or take up a career in boxing.

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