I love my misery
The title doesn't really cover what I am trying to say, I just wanted a title to get people's attention.
I'm not overall miserable as I have my health, good looks, a good amount of money, a decent enough job (a joke of a job, but I do get paid decent wages $70K) and other such stuff. I just don't understand working a stupid job 5 days a week for a couple days off, which as an adult you spend doing chores anyway. Maybe you get a couple weeks vacation a year, that doesn't really add up as I had to work the other 50 weeks of the year. I can't imagine having to work an actual labor intensive job for these same things. I'd scam the system somehow if I was forced to do that.
What's the overall point? I'm just getting older and my health will absolutely 100% deteriorate anyway...What do people in third world shithole countries tell themselves when they have to fight crocodiles to get fucking drinking water? Life is good??
I guess if I didn't have to work and could live a total life of leisure it would be worth it but less than 1% of the overall human population gets to have that, and those same people die anyway and 10,000 years from now it won't matter at all whether they were alive or not anyway...
What's the point?