I love him so much
This isn't a proper is it normal question but I dont wanna write it somewhere else like yahoo coz my mom will see and start shouting at me...I really REALLY like this guy in my class and it aint just a silly ordinary crush..like REALLY like him. And I thought he kind of liked me too coz he stared at me and ya know stuff like that and well he basically found out I have HUGE crush on him and he's kept his distance ever since. I understood obviously because maybe he was embarrassed about the whole thing and all but today I was cheerful and happy cause he finally talked to me but my friend totally killed it for me by saying 'Hey dont wanna burst your bubble but he does not like you cause he told me that he's never gonna talk to you again cause he rejected you and he's feeling sorry for you and it's pretty awkward for him'
It's true...she isnt lying...she's my very good friend and I've been feeling crushed all day. Wow, I cant believe he finds me awkward...
Please give me advice cause as I write this I've got a huge lump on my throat and I'm practically crying . I just want to leave him but..
I love him SO much.