I live to dream. iin?

My nightmares are my life! I love my dreams. It's what I look forward to every single day.

I have nothing but nightmares, several different ones per sleep session. They are agony to go through but I LOVE that. I feel such a connection with my dreams, not in the typical way, I don't think that they mean anything. My connection is like, I don't know, I can't really describe it. I feel like I do this (dream) for myself as a service. All of my dreams are perfect for me, every element, every feeling they give me, there's nothing that leaves me wondering or dissatisfied. I feel like I'm alone in an old theater watching a great movie but I'm also the lead actor in this movie. I can control a lot of what goes on but there's also another force at work against me and that keeps things very interesting.

I also think that sometimes I am projecting into an actual real life situation, observing it, and sometimes the people in the situation see me as a ghost. This doesn't happen too often but when it does happen it's a very unique feeling. It's probably just my imagination but it feels real enough. I'll probably never know unless someone recognizes me as the ghost they think they saw. I've heard that this has actually happened (Beyond Belief, season 1, episode 1, "Dream House")

is it normal to live for dreaming?