I like to milk my cum before orgasm and taste it, iin?
I'm a straight guy, however I have grown to love playing with my own cum. It started when I discovered cumshot videos, I dont know why but I love seeing girls taking huges loads on their faces and in their mouths. Seeing their (probably fake) enjoyment drove me to want to try it myself. Im not gay so my only option was to try my own, needless to say this took a while. Eventually I managed to pluck up the courage to cum in my own mouth, and tbh I didnt feel too strongly about it either way, I lose the desire to do it after orgasm so the experience is sort of meh. If im REALLY horny before I do it I enjoy it a lot more, but this is quite rare.
HOWEVER.. I have found a way to 'milk' cum out of my dick without reaching orgasm, thus remaining turned on. When I do this the cum sort of drools out instead of shooting, I dont get as much as I would if I did it properly, but being turned on with a handful of my own jizz is so amazing, I love it!
I'm guessing most of the comments will tell me to 'get a girlfriend instead of playing with your own jizz' blah blah blah, but seriously as a single straight male how normal is this? Ive never heard of anyone being able to ejaculate without orgasm before, surely I cant be the only person in the world who does this?