I like the sensation of external hemorrhoids?

Okay first of all I know this sounds disgusting, I myself would be but I'm a rather clean person. The thing is that I suffer from external hemorrhoids from time to time, say once every month? I keep *** clean but hey it happens to most of us! Anyway, the problem here is that every single time I get the lump in my anus the pain from it is pleasurable to me. I finger myself and press against the lump and pinch it till I get that throbbing pain feeling, I even have anal sex with my boyfriend when I get it.... Its like an external g-spot to me, I just want to have that lump forever the pain makes me happy. Is this normal?

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44% Normal
Based on 9 votes (4 yes)
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  • Avant-Garde

    You masochist!!! You know... There are other more safer ways to feel pain. Your roids need treatment, not more irritations/tearing. Do you have copious amounts of blood when you engage in these activities?

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  • dirtybirdy

    You dirty pile driver.

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