I like scars
I don't like being in pain for long, but it always satisfies me to see a scar where it hurt afterward. It's really fascinating to see black and blue (sometimes purple) bruises on my skin. I almost took a picture of it. I used to believe that it was okay. I convinced myself that it will help me adapt to pain if I really get hurt in the future. But I involve myself in dangerous things so now I'm not sure if that's the case. Is this normal?