I like it when my boyfriend hits me
A few weeks ago I was out with my boyfriend and after we got home we started fighting because a guy was hitting on me in a bar and I didn’t shut him down quick enough.
I started winding my boyfriend up saying that he should have been man enough to come and tell the guy to leave me alone then he hit me and I moved back so he just caught the side of my face. I started laughing and said he hits like a little girl so he punched me in the mouth hard enough that I started bleeding.
He then stormed out of the room and about an hour later he came back in and we had sex. It was the best sex I’ve ever had, he fucked me really hard and he put his hands around my neck.
The next morning we both apologised for the fight and have been fine since but I keep thinking about it. Every time I saw the marks on my face it turned me on and I fantasise about him doing it again. I want to keep on provoking him until he really hurts me.