I like helplessness/cross-dressing

I am a straight male, 23 years old. I do not know why, but I get sexual arousal and satisfaction out of cross-dressing. When I do, I pretend that I am being forced by some sort of magic or something to become a girl, and thus I'm helpless to resist. Then I jerk off. I am highly aroused by bondage, rape scenes, and helplessness. I wear stockings, pantyhose, and high heels (Black stiletto pumps are my favorites) during masturbation.
I've considered shaving my legs and really committing to the illusion, but I don't want to ruin any potential I'd have with real women partners (I've no intention of living as a full-on transvestite).
Is liking the idea of helplessness a normal behavior? Should I try to adjust this behavior somehow? If not, any ideas on how to feed my behavior while keeping a male profile on the outside?

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Comments ( 8 )
  • SweetClarissa

    Hah! Its already too late Sis! Might as well strip off all your body hair, slather perfumed moisturizer all over then start with the pantyhose. Keep going because you are already hopelessly addicted just as I am. Not only did I never intend to live as a full-on transvestite, I even fought against it. It's not at all something that you get to choose. Not only does it choose you, but the girl in you will take over completely. It is only a matter of time.

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  • nakedandlovingit

    I don't wear a dress or bra or panties but I do love wearing sheer nude pantyhose commando I love how the material rubs against my bare cock I get nice and hard and very Horny so I have to masturbate.

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  • Mical7

    You are passed the point of no return just inbrace it.You must try shaving you legs at least once those stocking and pantyhose will never feel the same again by the way.

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  • MM6617

    I have a friend that is into that, he tried getting me to be the same. I have put on girls lingerie panties and went to work. I dont do it anymore as it just doesnt turn me on. My friend still does and recently showed his wife. He said it turns her on. Dont let it bother you some much, if you enjoy it then do it.

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  • TotalAspie

    I noticed the dates of these posts, but hopefully you fed the addiction, which after some time, you discover you either grow tired of it, or you really enjoy it... But on top of that, it's perfectly normal, and it sounds like you've got a sub's personality.

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  • Flasher

    Find a woman who enjoys it too.

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  • PoisonFlowers

    Hot. Find a woman who's into it too and indulge it that way.

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    • MM6617

      Agreed

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