I like being sad and make my gf cry to fuel my heartache.

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Ive always had anger and depression problems. Recently, though, I find myself depressed over very little things or even for no reason at all; in fact, I LIKE being depressed. Its almost like I enjoy the pain depression causes, and it causes me to get in a state-of-mind where I dont care about anything or anyone. Sometimes my girlfriend will get on my nerves and I cant help but to WANT to make the anger/depression worse, so I yell at her. I say things to make her cry and it tears me up inside but I enjoy it

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  • bobthebuilder44
    14 years ago

    Don't be in a relationship. It's not fair to her. But I'm currently going through that now, I don't really give a crap and a half about anything. I kinda enjoy being depressed (it gives me motavation to do little things like loose weight) but I haven't had a bf or gf in 6 months because I know it will make things worse for both of us

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  • AlexandraRuth
    14 years ago

    You're kind of a monster..

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  • Kharnthebetrayer
    11 years ago

    You mess on purpose because you're subconsciously afraid that if you actually try you will fail anyway. This way you have control. Psychology 101

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  • FourAMandstillgoin
    12 years ago

    Thats not right. Misery loves company, yeah but thats just people moping around. Youre kinda sick.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    I like cake.

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  • Fanblade6
    13 years ago

    When you cry certain "reward chemcals" in our brain are naturally released to help you cope with whatever situation you are in or whatever feelng you are experiencing. It's is possible that yo have become addicted to his chemicals much like e-tard get hooked on extacy because it forces the same brain chemicals to be released in mass quantity, depleting your store of seritonin and other "feel good" chemicals. Now, your store of these chmcals may be low due to lack of stmulTion. You can help this by excersising regularly, believe it or not, which also releases thEse chemicals, helathy diet also does wonders with Mood/emotional problems. Or, you can take the medication route (like me) and take prozac r similar medications. Now, dependng on you metablism and genetic makeup certain side effects may become prevalent mist common for me is extremely high highs and exremely low lows. Just don't mix these meds with drugs, weed especially, until your body is used to having the medication in your body.

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  • gowila
    13 years ago

    She must Messed up to be with a retard like you. I hope for your sake she doesn't meet a real man.

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  • mimzah
    14 years ago

    u beta change that its nt fair 2 ur gf

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    • Kharnthebetrayer
      11 years ago

      Why would you abbreviate "not"?

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  • LovelyLisa
    14 years ago

    Your a dick dude, I guess the saying misery loves company holds true here!!!

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  • London81
    14 years ago

    No it's definitly not normal. You need thereapy. Obviosly your girlfriend foes too if she stays with you...

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  • CiroPost
    14 years ago

    Your exactly like me.

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  • x6tence
    14 years ago

    yea it aint normal im not too sure bout that kinda thing but felt not even as hardcore as u did its like u feel u deserve the pain n hurt only to get the adrenaline cuz theres nothing else in the world that makes u feel that way u aint a bad person mate u jus dont know what to do with ur emotions brings iris by goo goo dolls to my mind
    "When everything feels like the movies
    Yeah,you'd bleed just to know you're alive"

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  • happyGOlucky
    14 years ago

    Crazy ... u have a problem, seek help.

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  • Ihave2try
    14 years ago

    Are you taking any meds? If not, you should!

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  • sassypoch
    14 years ago

    Monster...good word to explain this lol. Be miserable by yourself.

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