I know when where and how im going to die
i have had this nightmare nearly 10 times now, when i smoke high-grade and drink alcohol together. it is december 22nd 2013, im driving a black car down a country lane, im a univercity student, im on my way to a christmas party to meet a my friends and a girl called rebecca who is my girlfriend, i turn left onto another road and the sign says `melton mowbray 9 miles` i speed the car up but it slips on ice, i hear my phone ring in my pocket and i skid into a ditch, then i wake up. this is not bullshit, the song that is playing in the car EVERY time i dont recognise awake but i do in my dream, i feel realy creeped out by this, i think i am from the future and at the exact moment i crashed the car, i came back here to 2010, when i wake up from this dream i always feel like i have discovered someting, the more i have the dream the faster it gets, like the speed of the car also i need to find this road and meet this girl all these things hold significance to the future, its clear that the dream is a warning from my future self but i only get it when i smoke high-grade and drink together, i have this theory too that i am infact my future self, right here i think i came back from 2013 and took over my 2010 body the first time i had the dream because i feel like a diffent person, or rather a differnt version of myself,the dream never progresses further then the point of impact with the ditch and i plan to get so stoned and drunk and have the dream again and see if i can avoid crashing the car and change things then maybe id become my 2010 self again, please please please give me some advice this is tearing me apart and my friends think im crazy, well i might be but i dont know so thankyou fro reading this and please help me