I know this isn't normal,i just need some advice

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I started feeling this way a few years ago.
I feel like when I see people I know they really dont want to talk to me and when they smile it doesn't look real. When I walk in public I feel anxiety and am constantly looking around and I feel weird and walk weak. I feel like everyone I know secretly wants nothing to do with me. I want to socialize with people but shortly after doing so I regret talking to them and become bored and feeling distant. I feel like I live in my head alot. I don't feel accepted any where. When I meet new people I fear they've already heard of me,due to meeting people in the past who have heard of me and only bad things. I have a hard time retaining information and wanting to learn when I really behind all that want to learn new things.
I don't feel comfortable around family or friends anymore at all.
I feel crazy sometimes and other times like I'm about to go crazy. I feel like I've lost my passion in this world. I don't want anything but my passion back and to feel better,so maybe then I can want more. I feel like life is pointless and keeps me from doing things. I've been let down everytime I think this could be something. Every band I was in and thought was going somewhere. When I meet new people I cant build relationships and I can't seem to keep the friends I have. I feel like secretly no one likes me. I live in guilt often and feel like I don't deserve anything. WHATS GOING ON?

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  • RedAngelfire70
    14 years ago

    Sounds like a mix of anxiety and paranoia. You need to talk to someone. Depending on your family life, I usually recommend a parent. Otherwise, you need to talk to a therapist. What you really seem to need is a change in perception; how you see yourself and others around you. It's up to you to decide how to do that.

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    • johnathanwolf
      14 years ago

      thank all of you youve all been very assuring and helpful

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  • slothmcgee
    14 years ago

    I agree with robo and angelfire, it sounds like you are suffering from Anxiety or perhaps Social anxiety disoder, i think the best thing for you would be to seek help from your GP who can point you in the right direction! i wouldn't be embarrassed, it sounds like these feelings are becoming difficult for you to control, and with help you might be able to get some of the control back on your life and find it easier to trust people, and make friends like you deserve. Good luck :)

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  • robbo2010
    14 years ago

    It could be depression or something similar. You should go see a doctor/GP and tell them the problem.

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  • TitsMcGee007
    9 years ago

    Wow....get out of my head!!! But seriously. All of what you wrote, I feel and have been feeling since I was..at least in grade school. I just brought up to my bf the other day that my memory has severely gone downhill. I don't remember details anymore, and no matter how often I read material or someone tells me a story.....I have no fucking recollection!!! I'm starting to feel like a real ass. I wish I could be passionate about life, or even positive . But it's just too hard to feel. To live.....how lame -_- What to do, what to do....

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    • CDmale4fem
      7 years ago

      I would trade places with you, since male crossdresser don't get much positive anything these days. Attention, support, females that can accept, and/or females that can live with and enjoy with, media. All the things most people take for granted we would almost cut off a limb to get some of the positives we all desire and crave. I have things I would LOVE being passionate about again if the social/moral majority would fold up their tents and not be so boisterous and adamant. (Yea right)

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  • BIgEB
    10 years ago

    ...,I do feel bad for you...there seems to be a combination of low self-esteem, paranoia, and pessimism going on here...Professional help, if it hasn't already been done, shoule be sought...however,, there are other things that could help...you could go to some place to help the less fortunate...get a hobby or hobbies...try to concentrate on others, not yourself...I'm somewhat of a loner, but I do have people I occasionally do things with...nearly everyone has at least something good about themself...capitalize on those things...many, for example, find your openness and honest about issues like this would find your candor refreshing...

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  • boston12
    11 years ago

    its not normal, please seek professional help. as good as peoples intentions are on this site no one is educated in this area of concern. talk to ur doc and get a referal to an expert.

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  • (:sweet:)
    13 years ago

    Start thinking the opposite- that people do like u. Maybe ur just in a funk and u will move on

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Im sorry. :(

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  • fluffball888
    13 years ago

    I can't tell how old you are, but speaking with a professional would be a step in the right direction. I have several males in my family that have been diagnosed with Asberger's-- and it was a relief for each one to finally put a name to it. You are totally normal; try not to let it bother you.

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  • muleckieleech
    13 years ago

    I feel that way sometimes too. Like people only hang around me because of other people...and btw when you stated feeling this way did something happen like an important person in your life just die right out of the blue?

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  • 405060
    13 years ago

    I'm the same way except sometimes instead of thinking people don't like me, I just automatically don't like them. I think it's normal, not because I'm like that, but because everyone is different. Some people need alone time, some people need to be constantly surrounded with people. Some people are open, some people aren't.

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  • Chocolatestrawberry
    14 years ago

    I think that you need to be more confident and make a new group of friends . . .you sound like a realy nice person and some times i fear rejection and unaceptance i realy want to help you . . . Please tel me if theres anything i can do even if u just want a friend x

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  • xino00
    14 years ago

    you are going on because you don't want to part with people that's the problem.

    It's best to build a relation/friendship via PenPal.
    Or become a charity person and experience with different people.

    I'm sure someone with a hard life who is suffering, his/her will surely touch your feelings.

    I feel like you sometimes, but I don't like parting with people unless they don't respect me or be royal to me.

    So I'll say this is not Normal.
    * Get a charity job and experience others lives
    *Befriend with someone who finds life so hard
    *or use Penpal to find a friend from far away.

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