I know its good for you,but want more and more everyday

I am a married w/m older who doesnt get anysex from wife so I go to 2 partys a week one in Worcester,ma the other in Shrewsbury,ma where about 12 or 15 guys arrive strip have linch then walk around and look for some dessert I always get cream for dessert and have a need for more everyday.Love to have a bukalkake time with the guys ,my wife said to me yesterday I seem happier I wonder why. hahahah