I know it isnt normal i want to know what exactly is wrong with me

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Gonna keep it simple in list form
-Depression
*Self harm
*Broke mirrors (so I wouldn't gave to look at myself since I'm disgusting)
-Bipolar
*Will become exremely happy and sad almost at random
*Easily enraged
*Go from shy to obnoxious in seconds
-Anxiety
*Bouncing, shaking, rocking
*Tense to the point I can't move easily
-Paranoia
*Feel like everyone is waiting to pounce on me
*Isolates self from family and friends in fear they'll turn on me
*Feel everyone hates me
-(Least concerned about Dr was a little concerned about though) Schizophrenia
*See moving shadows behind doors, walls, and out of the corner of my eye
*Hear voices in my head
-Other stuff
*Often dizzy and I get headaches and migraines a lot from light and smell
*Pictures of dead or dying people in my head occasionally
*Poor appetite
*Insomnia
*Unresolved parental issues

I just want your honest opinion so I can try to get better I'm tired of feeling this way all the time

Schizophrenia 2
Depression 1
Paranoia 1
Anxiety 2
Other (comment please) 1
"Nothing suck it up buttercup" 3
Bipolar Maniac/Depression 4
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  • howaminotmyself
    9 years ago

    I'm fairly certain a trained specialist is better able to analyze that list for you.

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  • rpaul
    9 years ago

    I only signed up to tell you to read about Borderline Personality Disorder.

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  • kelseyt
    9 years ago

    Sometimes there's no one label to sum up all of your issues. It really is possible to have all those things, and more. Sounds like you have a bit of psychosis too

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    • Reaper101
      9 years ago

      what is that I've heard it before but I've never really known what it means

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  • TareBear20
    9 years ago

    You sound like my boyfriend.
    He has every ailment listed up there.. -_____-
    Go see a doctor and good luck.
    Feel free to personal message me, OP!

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  • LadyOfDecay♡
    9 years ago

    You know, I knew a girl like this once, my boyfriend's cousin's ex girlfriend. She claimed she had bipolar, but all she really was, was a pain in everyone's asses.

    She used her bipolar as an excuse to hit people, swear at them, call them names, throw fits, break glass and other household objects, and show utter disrespect to those around her, even those who were much older than her - she's 16 - and who provided her with a roof over hear head.

    In the beginning, everybody took pity on her because she was 'special' because she had a disorder. Later on, everyone just figured she was a total bitch and started ignoring her because they didn't wanna be slapped or sworn at.

    She was delusional too, in a psychotic way. She swore that there was a demonic presense in me and my boyfriend's bedroom, and she refused to use birth control because aparantly, her getting pregnant at 16, is the lord's will. Thankfully, that never happened.

    She was a complete psycho if you ask me, and I'm sure it was just her being an overreacting, moody, bitchy teenage girl because she really was on legitimate bipolar medication for a long time yet she still lashes out at everyone and anyone who disagreed with her and blamed it on her bipolar.

    I think you need to see a psychiatrist, and get help, fast. I pretty sure those around you that have to deal with behaviour are ready to rip the hair out of their heads due to frustration.

    Your behaviour, controllable or not, is not acceptable. Please get help.

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    • Reaper101
      9 years ago

      To be honest I don't even notice except for the paranoia people tell me these things so I've been trying to pay extra attention to it all so I can figure it out

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