I kind of hate my bday 'cause makes me sad

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My bday is this sunday. And I have been feeling that nobody knows it will be my bday on sunday, not even my two "best friends". Well, sooometimes one of them remembers but..it doesnt seem like she cares about it. The worst part is that, every year something happens, something really bad. 8 years ago there was a huge dissaster in the capital city and a lot of people were killed, -not my fault, but is very sad, everyone remembers that every April 11-; Two years ago my grandfather died, last year I had to move to another new appartament, and I was sad 'cause I lost a LOT of friends there. And this year, well, today, one of my best teachers died.
PLUS, now my friends like.. forgot? my bday? or maybe i dont know. and PLUS, my best friends want me to go to join them on my bday to do a big homework in someone's house. HOMEWORK? omg, Im so sad. but I feel that if I say something I will just be selfish.
Some cousins told me like "What are you doing for your bday? You have to do something! Its ur bday, is important, call your friends" And I feel sad when I think that I may be not doing something.

Honestly, I want to cry. help

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  • BadBoy_Killa
    13 years ago

    I find that if I listen to 50 cent "In Da Club" on my B-day it makes me happy.

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  • fakespotter
    14 years ago

    Well, believe it or not, my birthday is this sunday too :) i wont be celebrating it though, because as the years go by i have realized that it is just a day. when people forget my birthday though, i always remember to give them a present, so that they realise that they forgot mine and will feel guilty >:)

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  • Stifler
    11 years ago

    Dont be down my friend.
    Being sad is just a word.
    Think of all the happy things...

    ...Like anal sex and how it stings...

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  • EGGYWHIFF
    12 years ago

    i hate them too, theyre always shitty, and it makes me realise i have no friends, and im older, and its just a big- SHIT- ANTICLIMAX and always fuckin has been , since i was like 9...hate it worse than xmas... fucking garbage , your not alone! trust me

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  • EbonyMT
    13 years ago

    Have you heard that song.... "It's my birthday... and I'll cry if I want too" haha

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  • hotchickie81
    14 years ago

    I find birthdays are very depressing now cause it means I'm always getting older :(

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  • mjaspe
    14 years ago

    Oh, happy birthday :) well, at the end I decided to do a little reunion just with my closest friends. I invited like 15 people. Everyone was like "Oh yeah of course Im going, how could I miss it?" and for a moment I was actually nervious -but in a good way-... and then,.. well the "reunion" was at 7pm, ... at 6pm everyone cancelled me. A lot of people didnt even write me "I cant go", no, not even a simple message. like 8 of my best friends didnt came,..I entered my bathroom, sit in the floor and started to cry. It was horrible. And so so sad.. at the end only 4 came, but the ones I REALLY, REALLY wanted to be here with me.... "...". I called one of the ones that couldnt came, and asked she if the homework was done, she said that it was super done, but when I asked her if she could came and she said: "What? Its 9o'clock, are you crazy? And, why I would go, for what? No no no forget it."
    FAIL. HUGE FAIL.
    The worst? I feel I cant get mad with anyone 'cause I will be selfish if I get mad with them.. Will I? I dont know. I moved on, and honestly I dont feel like I had a birthday a few days ago.., just another normal sunday.

    FAIL.

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