I just hate everything...iin?

I'm a guy, and i hate everything...

I never had many friends, because i don't feel good when there's too many people around me.... I just prefer to be alone...
I keep fighting with my family, my mother hates me, my dad is rarely at home...
I just started hating everything some time ago... Just everything, whole world and every human on it...

I'm thinking about killing myself, but i don't have the courage to do it...

I only told one person about my feelings till now, but i decided to post it here, because it's just getting worse and worse.

I often cry when i'm alone, when i just can't keep it inside me anymore....

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  • Get help before someone dies

    Jb xoxo

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  • BoredGuy

    teen drama

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    • Bleach2476

      I'm 21 and I'm not exactly happy with the state of my life at all really. So, no. Don't go there. Don't generalize and don't label it as a mere stereotype, because it's not! It's not necessarily teen drama.

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      • BoredGuy

        To be at this state, means your mind is still at the teen state too. At 21 not all men are yet "grown ups"

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  • Juicedrink

    It's cliche and overused but it will pass. Don't worry. ^-^

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  • :<TayTay>:

    Awww :) I hate alot of living things too but I love some. I hate it when people frustrate me. I usually get real pissed off and I used to pull my hair and scream at the sressor. Now when I get mad I hit myself instead of hurting others. :) but try and ignore them and listen to music. It calms my nerves :/ plz don't hurt yourself. I tried it bu I can't either kuz ik I can't hurt the people I love like that.

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  • joybird

    We have all felt like this at some time. If you don't think it's hormonal then go and tell your doctor. They always take men seriously because they so rarely discuss their feelings.

    In fact, I would write it out for your doctor because I know I've went in to mine and just broke down and cried for 10 minutes. I couldn't even speak so I just handed him my list.

    I promise you that when you least expect it your life will turn around and when you look back you won't ever believe you ever felt so bad. Take a little look around you and see others who are much worse off than you, it may humble you and make you feel grateful for what you have.

    Things will get better, but please don't stay silent - and one thing I do know 100%, your mother does not hate you! She loves you a lot, but can't get through to you at the moment, and you would break her heart if you chose to hurt yourself :o(

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  • stefani52

    I've been there... And it sounds cliche but once the angst is gone things do get better
    ... I was kicked out for a while and not loved by not many but I kept hope within myself that I would be happy one day soon...your day will come to be happy to be alive.. Just keep holding on to faith...

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  • Midnightshadow54

    Tessbybee is right. I have a lot of emotional issues sometimes. But I'm in adolescence, so it's fine. Just try your best to hold on. Comfort youself with your favorite passtimes to feel a bit better. That's what I do. When I'm pissed, I just play Smash Brothers or any game with fighting. Virtual violence soothes me and makes me laugh when something bizzare occurs.

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  • tessbybee

    This is normal for most people. Especially with adolescence. It's not normal to feel like this your whole life. But almost everybody goes through a time period where they are really down, often people go through multiple periods like this. The truth of the matter is that things will always get better. Sometimes you have to wait things out, and just keep going.
    If you really are afraid you might kill yourself, then get help. But if the thought has just crossed your mind, then you're probably okay. Just remember that your life is very valuable, and you are loved, even if sometimes it doesn't feel like it.

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