I just got done having sex for the first time and i feel suicidal

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I finally did it at the age of 26 I lost my V card......now I want to die........
It wasn't bad the person in question was very kind and I learn that while my dick isnt big it is hard to squeeze into a pussy or an ass but now.....I feel gross I feel dizzy and I have nothing but regret. I thought I was never going to get laided and it depressed me a lot now that it has happened I feel worse.

Is this normal.

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  • Somenormie
    3 years ago

    Get a grip, please don't die. Suicide is never the answer!

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  • COVID-19
    3 years ago

    Were you with a prostitute? I'd imagine it isn't the sex making you feel that way but rather the whole shameful situation.

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    • Boojum
      3 years ago

      Astute question.

      I've only paid for sex once (as in paid with cash - my experience is that you almost always pay in one way or another). A bunch of the guys I become friends with during USN boot camp wanted to go to a massage parlour when we were finally released into the real world again. I'd had sex before and I wasn't desperate for it, but I went along with them.

      It didn't leave me feeling dirty or ashamed, and I definitely wasn't suicidal, but it was so meh that after the deed was done, I decided that jerking off to a good fantasy was much more satisfying.

      I can see how someone getting to the age the OP is and deciding that the only way they'd have sex is by paying a sex worker for it could leave him feeling depressed. If he'd built up expectations about what it would be like from watching porn, it most likely didn't meet those. Since being sexually attractive and active is so hyped-up these days, he could well believe that having to pay for it says some very negative things about his value as a person. And the idea that paying cash for sex is "shameful" is deeply embedded in Western cultures - particularly the USA, where Puritanical and Victorian attitudes towards sex still linger - so that may well be a factor too.

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  • raisinbran
    3 years ago

    What kind of dog was it?

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  • Bazinga
    3 years ago

    Well you naughty naughty little fucker. Hands in the cookie jar again? The only thing to do is have another cookie. Except this time, be proud of your own humpiness.

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