I just fucking crave them.
I'm a white guy who has always had a sexual and emotional craving for black females. I've dated a few of them, but as yet I've not found a black female who wants to get serious with me simply because I am white. The three I have dated have told me this. This is not a guess on my part. In my experience I've found black women very direct when it comes to having a lasting relationship. And I have very little interest in hookers of any color. My emotional and sexual preference is for a black female. It's been an uphill struggle to find one I can have a long lasting relationship with. I've only had sex with one of them so far. Think I should give up trying? Or is it just normal for me to feel this way and keep on seeking? It is very frustrating. I only got to have sex with one of them because we got drunk at a friend's party together.