I just can't hate him

ok so before 2 years i loved this guy, anyway he didn't love me. he just used me to get to my bestfriend, and after they were done he used me again to get to another girl..
i donnow, he loves every girl on earth expet me!
so after 2 years of fighting and hurt i finally hated him, so i moved to another school, deleted him from my social network, msn EVERYTHING!!

i haven't seen him or talked to him for 5 months.. and i forgotten about him a little,, until last week.
one of our friends told me that he was asking about me and he wants to catch up with me sometime.. i said i was busy and i can't talk with him, sorry.

but now i just can't stop thinking bout him and i want to see him so bad... but at the same time i know i will get hurted again.
is this feeling normal ?

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Based on 38 votes (31 yes)
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  • teensquiders

    your normal but i will never understand why people (espically women) like to be used.

    he sure dose sound like he has a lot of "love" to go around though id see why youd want him......

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  • sparrowfeed

    you've got an idealized image of him. if you actually saw him, you'd think different.

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  • alv1592

    it's normal to be confused about ur feelings for someone. but don't go out w/ him again if u think he's gonna hurt u again. find someone u can be happy with.

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  • DES

    It's like drugs just say NO

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  • DreamerxX

    you can't really control your feelings. i know that feeling of liking someone but then you know you'll end up getting hurt all i can say is that see him if you really really want to but if you think you'll end up getting hurt don'do it.

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  • boonaz

    It's normal to hate him but still want him. I know how it feels. But the thing is if he really hurt you that bad then you should not see him until you are completely sure you are over him. Or if you really really want him that bad then i say go see him, you never know what's meant to be and what isn't.

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  • Dugfunny

    You're a human. We are dictated by emotions. Swallow them and do what you think is best for you. Emotions are there to help you, but they aren't perfect and your ability to think rationaly is there to fill in the blank spots.

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