I just can't hate him
ok so before 2 years i loved this guy, anyway he didn't love me. he just used me to get to my bestfriend, and after they were done he used me again to get to another girl..
i donnow, he loves every girl on earth expet me!
so after 2 years of fighting and hurt i finally hated him, so i moved to another school, deleted him from my social network, msn EVERYTHING!!
i haven't seen him or talked to him for 5 months.. and i forgotten about him a little,, until last week.
one of our friends told me that he was asking about me and he wants to catch up with me sometime.. i said i was busy and i can't talk with him, sorry.
but now i just can't stop thinking bout him and i want to see him so bad... but at the same time i know i will get hurted again.
is this feeling normal ?