I imagime murdering others

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for some reason I imagine myself and strangers murdering my friends and the worst part is... im not phased by it at all
it used to be I imagine my dog getting murdered in vivid detail sand I bawl my eyes out but now nothing another thing is that im young maybe between 10-20 some of the things I imagine is either biting into someones cheek to the point of blood I know I would like the taste of iron I also imagine choking my friend to death oh and I enjoy it I just love the thought of the warmth of the blood in their necks and then coldness I can just imagine the life fading from my best friends eyes lets not forget the stranger part but lets not go down that rabbit hole [btw im a girl]

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  • SuMaFTW
    8 years ago

    Get professional help.

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    • korie2015
      8 years ago

      Well.. the problem is.. I'm too scared to tell my mother or father I've told nobody I actually know except a close friend plus when I recently told my guidance counceler about suicidal thouts I was taken to the hospital and was nearly took away from my parents afterward my mother said to a friend that she didn't actually care that I left it was the other patients there she was worried about she also thinks I'm "completely fine" and she once said I hadhair ab old man hairstyle
      And my dad blames it on the music I listen to witch is basically metal or rock despite the fact that my dad listens to the same music sorry if I'm blabbering

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  • khalidkali
    7 years ago

    my too ek lief hierdie thought of it beautiful and i sometimes sniff my friends or even eat myself sometimes like chew the skin off of my hands and my bff and i like to imagine eating and stuff. sy is my bff

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  • FaintEuphoria
    8 years ago

    I have the same thought sometimes...
    No its not -normal- but it happens.

    My thoughts are that through your lifestyle, you have become desensitized to "vivid" things like this. The more you watch things with blood and gore, or listen to violent things, or whatever it may be- the more you desensitize yourself to these things and no longer cringe at the sight of them, but now seem to enjoy them.

    The best option is to simply stop watching and listening to these sorts of things altogether, and you will slowly regain sensitivity towards these subjects.

    My best, good luck to you.

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  • mafoni
    8 years ago

    You should talk with a therapist.

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  • PolterTiTs
    8 years ago

    Single?

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    • korie2015
      8 years ago

      No i have a boyfreind please leave if you don't have advice to give me or anyone else

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      • Lonely2
        8 years ago

        intrusive thoughts can be part of some forms of OCD

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