I idolize my boyfriend?

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I'm 19 and I can honestly say that my boyfriend is the most gorgeous guy I've ever seen including actors, singers, everyone. When I get around him I freeze up and can't be myself at all! I'm nervous and see him like a freaking god. It's been a few months now and it's really ruining our relationship since I'm NOT myself around him. I feel creepy: I save wrappers of chocoates he gives me, papers with his handwriting on it, smell his hats...I need help! I feel insane!!

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    I think this is very sweet. You could tell him every word of this and more, and I bet he would like you were even sweeter.

    Why? Because the way you tell this story says a great deal - and I think you probably have charmed this lucky guy with your authenticity.

    Oh, and I definitely agree with Tyger.

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  • numpangnyampah
    14 years ago

    I idolize my ex boyfriend back when he was my boyfriend. i feel nervous too when i'm with him.

    And it was a very sad story when i have to broke up with him, so calm yourself down. You could only hurt yourself by idolize him too much. No body's perfect, he's not too. You have to know that.

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  • tygeronherbed
    14 years ago

    That is a little nuts. calm down, take a step back. realize he's only human, just like you. if you cant get over his hot-ness enough to act normal around him, eventually he will begin to think your shallow and only like him for his looks. Its great you think hes so wonderful, but he probably thinks your just as amazing, so dont make him think otherwise by shying away. good luck

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  • BirdyMojo
    14 years ago

    NO! THIS IS NOT SWEET AND IT IS NOT NORMAL! You should NEVER AND I MEAN EVER idolize anything/anyone. God is the only one that you should think is gorgeous and amazing! This is a way to distract you from the one and true God!

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    • [Old Memory]
      14 years ago

      Nut bar alert!

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    • lovebuzz1025
      12 years ago

      bla.

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  • schumacher
    14 years ago

    You should carve his name into your thigh to let him know you really love him. guys love that. then be sure to steal lots of his clothes and wear them all the time and tell him you love how they smell. then if you really want him to love you back, ritualistically sacrifice a goat in his bathroom.

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  • plainsight90
    9 years ago

    you might be a freak of nature

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    Aw the good old love :) why don't you just tell him what you just told us ?

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  • cleverusername
    13 years ago

    haha that's what happens when you are in love

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  • dollcandy
    14 years ago

    Tyger- sometimes he asks me if everythings ok b/c I do get quiet and speechless sometimes. I can't help it. When he talks i hang onto his words as if they were the very threads that bind me to life. When he laughs my heart sings- it's like seeing the sun reflect in water. When he's near me I can feel the nerves in my skin screaming out for his. I've never seen anyone in the world like him and while it might be kind of shallow, it's the most intense shallow I've ever felt. I just don't know how to pull myself together!

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    • tygeronherbed
      14 years ago

      its fine if you feel like that - youre very lucky!
      just remember to use your head, despite how you may feel this guy is really just a regular person who you happen to find very attractive. and trust yourself, he obviously likes you so just be confident, and if you feel like you cant speak just be honest and say "i like you so much sometimes i get nervous" - honesty never fails

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      • MeenMevor
        11 years ago

        I'm a guy and I agree that this is a good line.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    *because you were even sweeter...

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