I.i.n. to not care about much, and be antisocial? (read description)
So I just stay at home and play video games, watch netflix, movies, and youtube videos. I went to a decent size high school last year and I did not make any close friends. I felt shut out of everything around me-like not fitting in.
I got great grades, did sports- I'm pretty athletic too. And I am not half bad looking. But I only saw weird people, and then annoying jocks I am always around because of football. I made practically no friends that were girls. Only met up with ones I already knew from Junior high. Same with most guys. Never stayed the night at someones house, and nobody asks to hang at all, or come over.
I seriously have no life in the summer(or school for that matter) besides football training, and my beloved xbox/laptops. My uncle I live with says something is wrong with me,and I need to make more friends.
I honestly don't need company, I have been alone most of my life and choose music over conversations because people either suck or would make fun of someone and I honestly couldn't give a rat's ass either way. I just zone them out. And listen to 120 gigs of 80s-present music.I Love music and technology !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to sum it up, I am sick of everyone my age around me,I spend 8 hours on electronics daily because I can't get a job yet, I don't feel much compassion to anyone, and during school I hang out with 1 person practically. The word "loner" comes to my mind but I would love some opinion. Are these behaviors anywhere near normal??
thanks in advance