I i n to love eating fresh creampies ?

I'm 44 W/M.. I really love creampies. its one way I knew my ex was cheating on me. . I went down on her one time and I guessed, it was just minutes after she rode my friend while I was in the shower, she knew i knew what she did (we started an open relationship from that point on) yes i ate a lot of cream pies black, white, Asian and many flavors inbetween many i got to watch being made.*which was the best part*... I'm no longer with my ex (for other reasons) and definitely don't want her back. ! but I love making them with my girlfriend and cleaning her asap! I want to tell her how I became accustomed to them, but don't want to freak her out thinking that I want what I had with my ex, which isn't the case at all. . I just really love to eat fresh cum from a beautiful pussy. I had considered going to the source before we got together, but can't stomach the thought of being with a guy. I'd rather eat it from her since it had her mixed with it. . I'm not gay, and don't want any other women. I just can't seem to get enough cum when I make my own... Is it normal? I'm thinking about having her read this..