I have visions of burying my boyfriend
Last night he came over to explain some of his indecent behaviour. He had spoken very harshly to me the day before... several curse words and I felt like someone had driven a spear through my heart (in fact I feel like it's still there even though he has apologized)
Anyway we were speaking in the garden outside and I had visions of myself with a huge shovel in my hand digging his grave and pushing him inside alive...