I have some unusual fetishes

It's been tough for me to find someone with similar fetishes and interests, especially given the fact that I'm 86 years old. I love, absolutely LOVE eating feces and having it thrown at me. That is my absolute biggest turn on as I have a massive scat fetish. The only thing that even remotely compares to this in my mind is chewing on used tampons. And I LOVE golden showers. I did have a girlfriend for a while who did all this stuff with me, but it wasn't until very late in my life. We were both in our early 80s at the time. Sometimes, she'd even let me chew on her soiled Depends! It was great!

I miss those days. It really sucks now, not having anyone. And being all alone like this..... and whenever anyone hears about stuff like my scat fetish they think I'm some sort of freak. And it also seems like my age is standing in the way of true love, which is unfortunate. I just wish that I could find someone my age whose right for me. I'm very new to the internet, but unfortunately, thus far I haven't been able to find any fetish dating sites that are set up for people in my age range.