I have sex with girls young enuf to be my daughter
I am 47 years old now. A few years ago there was this smokin' hot young girl living with the guy next door. The first time we met she was 16 (although she led me to believe that she was 19), and I wanted her then but knew that could be dangerous for her, given the aggressive/abusive tendencies of her bf. She got my phone number from his cell phone and started texting me after her 18th birthday, even though I had not knowingly given her any indication of availability. We talked on the phone a few times that summer and even talked a little about the possibility of hanging out some time. One evening while at a business meeting I called her on break and told her to meet me later that night and we'd talk and maybe get to know each other a little better. I picked her up and we drove around for a while until I pulled into an empty Eagle's lodge parking lot. We talked about several things but not about sex. After talking for a while longer I told her that she could do whatever she wanted right then. She jumped on me and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. We had an affair that lasted for more than 1-1/2 years and really had a lot of fun with each other exploring boundaries (use your imagination - you probably will not even scratch the surface of some of the wild stuff we did with each other!)
She had to move more than 1500 miles away because of her job when she was 20. We still want each other very badly but we both refuse to relocate. Am I normal? What do you think I should do? BTW, I am single.