I have recurring violent dreams about killing a screaming baby
I'm a peaceful person who gets on well with children. Well, I 'tolerate' them really and act out the role that I'm supposed to when one is inflicted on me. I 'ooh' and 'ahh' accordingly and then relish the peace and quiet when I can finally get away and be on my own or in a grown up environment.
Anyway, the point is that I am quite functional around them and able to interact with them but think I must have some underlying seething resentment of the expectation that I'm supposed to love every little annoying thing they do. I am 34 and don't want children. I'm also tired of people telling me that I'll change my mind. I think as an independent, educated women, I'm in a pretty good position to know my own mind about this.
Anyway, these dreams disturb me. I would never even think about harming a child. Funny how dark the subconscious can be.
I'm interested to know if anyone else experience dreams like this?