I have ocd, to a freakish extent, is it normal?
Okay, I replied on someones page and devulged a bit, but now that my minds racing, I shall devulge even more.
I am 22, and have had OCD for as long as I remember.
I am obsessed with even numbers, I despise odd numbers, it sometimes can even make me feel panic'y
I count constantly (i.e I'm at a fastfood joint, I get a bean'n'cheezy and a fatty cherry coke, the dude/chick behind the counter gives me 7 ketchup/ranch packets, I will freak out inside and press a blank expression onto my face, only to walk away and toss one in the trash, unless I need that many and then ask for another, BUT ONLY 1, so..yeah)
I count time constantly, I add it up in my head and if the numbers from the lock, after added don't equal something even, I walk away and feel slightly saddened, but know after that, a moment later, it will add something that equals an even number, so I look back after estimating 30-45 seconds considering what the seconds hands were telling, I look back, if it's still not time, I look away feeling even worse, but if I look at the right "time" I feel accomplished and sometimes don;t have to look back and figure something out for sometimes hours, depending on how much accomplishment and my mood is encountered.
Anyways, any people think that is normal? I sure don't and I live with it everyday of my life.