I have ocd, to a freakish extent, is it normal?

Okay, I replied on someones page and devulged a bit, but now that my minds racing, I shall devulge even more.

I am 22, and have had OCD for as long as I remember.
I am obsessed with even numbers, I despise odd numbers, it sometimes can even make me feel panic'y
I count constantly (i.e I'm at a fastfood joint, I get a bean'n'cheezy and a fatty cherry coke, the dude/chick behind the counter gives me 7 ketchup/ranch packets, I will freak out inside and press a blank expression onto my face, only to walk away and toss one in the trash, unless I need that many and then ask for another, BUT ONLY 1, so..yeah)

I count time constantly, I add it up in my head and if the numbers from the lock, after added don't equal something even, I walk away and feel slightly saddened, but know after that, a moment later, it will add something that equals an even number, so I look back after estimating 30-45 seconds considering what the seconds hands were telling, I look back, if it's still not time, I look away feeling even worse, but if I look at the right "time" I feel accomplished and sometimes don;t have to look back and figure something out for sometimes hours, depending on how much accomplishment and my mood is encountered.

Anyways, any people think that is normal? I sure don't and I live with it everyday of my life.

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  • Jen118584

    Stuff like that is actually pretty common and if those are the majority of your symptoms you don't really have OCD to a freakish extent at all. I do things like that all the time....the volume on the tv has to be an even number, I count syllables from sentences on my fingers and feel really satisfied if it is in multiples of 5 or 10. I can't stand it if the pillows stick out of the ends of the pillocases, it's my nightly ritual to shake them all back in and it drives my boyfriend nuts sometimes, lol. Everything on my desk and table has to be lined up neatly and symmetrically or it really annoys me. When we're out to dinner all the sugar packets and straw wrappers have to be sitting on a plate...like a bread plate because if they're just sitting on the table I feel very irritated, like it's too cluttered.

    .....You need to read more about OCD because your case is actually very mild compared to what it could be, or the way other people suffer from it.

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    • xxvixenxx

      I am the same way. I do things like that all the time. The stereo, the "arranging things", etc. And when I was little and going to school, my mom would pack my lunch, and I would save all the trash (put it back in my lunchbox) and throw it away at home, because my mom packed it for me. Then when I would walk to the trashcan in the lunchroom or classroom, if I walked around it a certain way, I would have to walk back around it the same way. There are many more things that I do, but it would take too long to explain them all. Glad to know we aren't alone. :)

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    • hotchickie81

      My goodness, we are more alike every day, lol.

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      • Jen118584

        Haha, yeah! I don't think I have OCD, I just think I have some OC tendencies. Luckily I don't have any of the rituals or anything...I think I'm just a bit of a perfectionist. I am kind of a germaphobe though. I wash my hands a lot and I feel really gross touching things in public. I live close to NYC but I hate it because I just feel like there are germs EVERYWHERE. I hate touching things in the city, I feel like people's skin oil and germs are all over the place. I also hate when people hug me and press their face against mine, I feel like they got oil all over me, lol. I can't help it, I just want to go wash my face afterwards!

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  • Tay-EmoClan

    I do this EXACT thing all the time, for as long as I can remember. But I don't think I have OCD...or maybe I do. But I've spent hours trying to make everything even, too. And I feel even more sad if it's odd, because I'm a math freak. (Mainly algebra.) I don't know if it's normal, but there's somebody else who does this. :)

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  • sikfrik

    Have you ever felt that your compulsions are more like habits? (As in, you do it unconsciously, without thinking?)

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  • laurapeate

    i have ocd , ive had it since young , and when i was 6/7 maybe younger , i kept having to touch things such as if i touched the light or my arm i had to do it an even amount of times i sometimes had to do it 8/20 times before i was happy and felt calm this effected me so badly as i was young at it stressed me out as i couldnt stop but when i got to 12/14 it started to get really better i still do have to touch things an even amount of times but not as bad as i did before , Its basically "classic anixity" search google and youtube for ways to control this they really help (like closing eyes and breathing slow and think about the noises round you and what you sitting on and where you are and do that for about 2/3 when you feeling like that . hope this helps

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  • LimeInTheCoconut

    Well I despise even numbers. And love odd ones. I think I have OCD. (not just b/c of that~!)

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  • Meaning

    Uh, I do not think that's abnormal at all I have all the same things you have with some more but I do have one exception such as the number 3 since it is my lucky number.

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  • Ah, I used to be exactly like this. It is normal to have this type of OCD. When I went to seek help with my struggles (groups and such) I met lots of people who did the exact same thing!
    Your normal, just work on some anxiety and try to figure out why you have this obsession with numbers. I had this OCD because certain dates, times, TV channels, and music volume would create this whole mathematical equation that always had the same few numbers overtime, which made me become very paranoid. My best advise is to seek a psychiatrist, therapist, or anyone who you feel comfortable with and that can help, listen and or even relate in some way; if it doesn't get dealt with it can lead to worse things.
    Good luck, and stay strong!

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  • Same thing with me! I found a solution! I can't stop counting, but to make them even say the whole thing, like alltogether is 1 and add that to it

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  • loviex102

    No offense, but that's basic ocd-not extreme ocd. I have far worse than that my dear, far worse. You have no idea. It's bad if it takes like 4 hours out of your day.. I doubt that even takes an hour out of your day.

    Try dropping a pencil and having to pick it up 40 times in a row every time you drop it...yeah, its bad.

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  • xxxVengeancexxx

    Yeah I have some similarities. When I use the micro-wave it has to stop at 11 seconds left on the time or I'll get pissed off. When I chew gum I try to equally chew on both the left and right side of my mouth like ill chew on the right and then transfer it to the left and chew it. I count alot of things. I count my steps alot I count the yellow lines on the street not while driving thouhg. Before I walk in a room I always tap my fingers on the wall outside the door,and if I miss a finger I'll get pissed off with the thoughts of inacomplishment. I have many more things that have to do with #11 it's my favorite number.

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  • funnyjoke22

    wow, i rlly hate numbers... why bother counting unless your in math and your teacher asks you a math problem and thier is nobody smarter than u to cheat off of. You need help, u should go see a shrink.

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  • missmadhatter

    OCD is extremely common today, though very few people have it to an extent that they fail to fuction properly. Your OCD is not that extreme really, I know somebody who tried to brush their teeth with bleach to get them clean...
    I myself have a mild form of OCD, I'm obsessed with ordering things. I go into book shops and rearrange whole genres of books because I don't like they way they alphabetise things.
    I get edgy when my coloured pens are placed back in the case out of the colour order I put them in. I can't concentrate properly if the desks I'm surrounded by aren't all straight.
    OCD isn't normal, it is an abnormality of the mind. But unless it hinders you extremely in life then I wouldn't say it's anything that need's to be worried about.

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  • hotchickie81

    Omg, I know how you feel! I also have OCD. When I'm at work, I always have to end my calls with a 5 or a 0 (zero). It's a weird habbit of mine, and if I don't do it, I pretty much freak out inside!

    On a side note, you must be American! I LOVE CHERRY COKE!!!!!!!!! But I live in Canada, and we do not sell it here :( I need a Passport so I can go to the States and buy cases upon cases of it, lol. And you actually have it in fast food places?!?!?!! OMG, you rock!!!!

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  • TRRobin

    I used to have terrible OCD myself.
    But I no longer have it, and I refuse to believe it as a "mental disorder", which does nothing but hinder someone.

    If you stop counting things, nothing bad will happen to you.
    I know this because I stopped counting, and.. well.. nothing bad happened, and now I always remember that.

    You won't have it for long. I promise you.

    There is a book called "Zen, and the art of happiness".

    It teaches you that every single thing that you experience, is good for you, and can never be bad for you.

    Please read the book.

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