I have gay thoughts when im drunk

Yrs ago a buddy and I were partying, drinking and some rather illegal substance I told him I wanted to try, after I tried it I couldnt help it I just got so friggen horny, I just told him I want to know how it feels to have his hard cock in my mouth and to suck his cock. That lasted off and on for almost a month. Another time we got drunk and he pulled my jeans open and took his off and started to sit down on my cock. But its said that alcohol brings out the true emotions of a person. I just wish I could find him again so I could suck his cock again.. I miss it. and no Im not gay.

I think everyone has gay thoughts! They're just in denial if they say the thought has never crossed their mind.

your head just gets all fucked up and if i were you i would stop drinking for the rest of my life i would never want those types of thoughts

People should just be honest.

I think it's normal :S I'm gay and I turn straight when I'm drunk lol I think it's weird but I guess it's kind of normal :P

You're probably gay or bi. If you are, stop denying it-just enjoy it. There is nothing to be ashamed of. No one should have to feel ashamed of their sexual fetishes/sexual orientation. Don't be embarassed to enjoy yourself sexually.

I think this might be a case of autogynephilia, a mans desire to have sex as a woman, since you do not seem to have any interest in playing the traditional male role in these fantasy encounters.

Unfortunetly there is no "cure" for this condition, I would say just try it out and see where it goes from there. Though not normal it´s nothing to be ashamed of, there are millions of autogynephiles world wide. Clearly you are heterosexual, not gay, to be autogynephilic you need to get turned on by the female body.

alcohol can bring out unconscious material, not in the psychadelic sense but just due to having little or no inhibitions about anything. Yes, it is normal, but your probably gay but choose to deny it while sober and drinking brings it out

I have a similar thing (that's why I searched for this). It's not even always that this happens, its always connected to energy drinks or recreational drugs. They have a strange effect on me. I dont really care anymore about it, I just find some guy and have sex with him.
When I was younger I did have problems with this. For a while I thought I was gay. I started dating guys, but every time after a week or so, I couldn't do it anymore. It just felt fake and unnatural.
I like girls, I like everything about them, but I do think I may have some kind of gender issue. I think I'm a very feminine guy, but have through life adopted this macho mask. This may be the reason that I need to get some kind of balance somehow. It's all very complicated.
I decided not to worry about it anymore, sex is fun, I can have sex with anyone I want to. Besides gays have a very interesting sex life, would be a shame not to take a peek. :-)

you're gay

Keep in mind this is only when he's drunk sydney. If he was gay or bi, i dont think he'd have a problem with it, he just admitted he wants to be sodomized, I'm sure this isn't a i-care-what-people-think issue. he only fantasizes though, he doesnt say ever really want to engage in the activity. The odd thing I see, is not the homosexuality, it's the "receive" think I'm concerned about. He doesnt want a man to blow him, or to sodomize someone else. If Dr. Drew were here, he'd say this isn't homosexuality, its wanting to be dominated. Then he'd tell you, you've been raped and your daddy didnt love you.

All in all it's probably a sexual perversion, and while an odd one (not normal) it isn't a bad thing.