I have absolutely no idea what my gender is?
For the past few years, I have been questioning both my gender identity and my sexuality. It started when I was around 13, 14 or 15. For most of my life, I had assumed that I was Straight and Cisgender, like most of the population. Then, I had thought I was Asexual and Aromantic, because of my lack of attraction, but that was just because of how young I was. Then, I thought that I was Genderfluid, Panromantic, Demiromantic, and Asexual. Then, in late middle school, I said that I was Bisexual and Nonbinary. After that, I thought I was FTM Trans and Pansexual. Finally, I figured out that I am Nonbinary, and a Lesbian. (It’s kinda hard to name a specific sexuality to me, because I am neither male, nor female, so the closest one to it is Lesbian, because I like girls.) But every now and then I find a guy kinda cute. And I only just recently cut off my two feet of hair, for a more masculine look. And I’m really confused now because I’ve changed my mind so many times, and I just can’t figure out what I am or who I like and it’s really bothering me. But one thing I know for sure, is that I am not Cis and Straight.
Vocab:
Gender Identity- the gender a person identifies as
Sexuality- the gender(s) or sex(es) a person is attracted to
Straight (Heterosexual)- a person attracted to their opposite sex
Cisgender (Cis)- a person who identifies with their sex assigned at birth
Asexual (Ace)- the lack of sexual attraction
Aromantic (Aro)- the lack of romantic attraction
Genderfluid- a person who identifies as multiple genders, and switches between them
Panromantic (Pan)- a person who is romantically attracted to any sex/gender
Pansexual (Pan)- a person who is sexually attracted to any sex/gender
Demiromantic (Demi)- to only feel romantic attraction to those whom you are already close to
Bisexual (Bi)- a person who is attracted to two sexes
Nonbinary- a person who does not identify as either male, nor female
Transgender (Trans)- a person who does not identify as their sex given at birth
FTM- a female to male trans person
Lesbian (Homosexual)- a female who is sexually/romantically attracted to females
Sorry if this is confusing, I tried my best. ;-;
Thanks for reading, and put your thoughts in the comments! :)