I have a really big gay crush on my best friend, iin
I am a guy and i'm in the closet. The only person who i've told that i'm gay is this guy that i like. We met on the football team and i started to hang out with the same group of friends as him and i just got closer and closer to him, to the point where we could be laying down and touching each other non-sexually like resting our heads on each other. He would also give me rides pretty much whenever.
When the season was over i decided to tell him because he became the closest friend i have ever had. I told him that i wanted to talk about something with him and he just kinda guessed what the subject was while we were walking to class together one day. He was pretty shocked when we got to our alone time to talk and told me that he doesnt condone it but he doesnt hate me either. I knew it was going to be somewhat similar to this because he is a devote mormon. We had an hour long talk and i told him that i like him. The only thing he said was "thanks for the compliment but go look at some boobies". School the next day wasnt awkward like i thought it would because he just pretended like it never happened. I left him alone for a couple weeks until i decided to go to church with him which he invited me to. I went for a couple weeks and we would always have talks about the things that arent usually talked about on a normal basis so even after hes my best friend we became even closer. I told him that i liked him again but he really doesnt say anything about it. I also know that he isnt gay and i would never try to go anywhere with him but i just dont know, IIN?