I have a pacifier
I know it's something really out there for an 18 year old to be doing, so I don't do it in front of anyone. And it would be absolutely mortifying if someone found out. The Pacifier is my Security Blanket I guess. Everyone has a security Blanket at least once in their life so this one is mine. Besides it's not like it can mess with my teeth as I have a retainer to keep them all straight and nice, so I'm careful about it. Although I can live without a pacifier, The desire doesn't go away and when I'm using it I just feel so happy and confidant with myself. Like taking a warm bath at the end of a long day! You feel so fuzzy and excited inside.