I have a nazi obsession.
Hello, I have a bit of an issue. I'm a guy who is in love with the style of the Third Reich, by that I mean I love the uniforms, architecture, military haircuts and everything. I am not a neo-nazi or some other white supremeist. I think those people are idiots and I believe what the National Socialists did was truely evil. I'm not a rascist, I don't hate jews, one of my best friends is jewish. But at the same time I sympathise with fascism and find that kind of power and control something I really desire.
But what I'm most afraid of is that sometimes I'm afraid that I'm no better than the nazis who did all those evil things. I may never have hated people because of race or relegion but I have been disgusted by certain people to the point of wanting to do similar things to them. I just feel sometimes like I think just like them. So tell me, is it normal? Or is their anyone else like me out there that struggles with this?