I have a hard time making friends
Ever since I was freshman in high school (I'm a senior now) I have had a difficult time hanging out with people after school. In school, I'm fine; I talk to people, be myself (so please don't give me that advice)and act friendly. I have several times met with people after school, but I don't feel like I "connect" with them.
I don't know if I am choosing the wrong friends or what, but for example one night I watched a movie with some other kids and I felt as if they didn't care if I was there or not. Maybe it's just me being picky? Am I supposed to give it more time to connect with them more?
I also get this feeling that everyone I would like to be friends with already has all the friends they need, and if they were to never see me again they wouldn't really care.
I'm not really asking if this is normal, maybe if anyone has some advice they could give me.