I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and i hope i have cancer

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i am only 27 but i hope i have it. constant darkness. constant strife. constant struggle. constant pain. i don't even wanna keep living in 2017. it will be another year of hell. i wanna get a bullet and blow my =fucking brains out but i don't believe in suicide. the disrespect in my life has gone to a point now that i don't even want wake up to see tomorrow. so more disrespectful shit can happen. so more people can treat me like shit that i care about.so more bull shit can happen to me over and over and over again until i die. LET ME DIE TOMORROW GOD! LET ME FIND OUT I HAVE CANCER TOMORROW, GOD, SO I CAN GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE! I'M NOT GONNA DO NO TREATMENT IF I HAVE CANCER! I AM GETTING THE FUCK OUTTA HERE! POINT BLANK PERIOD

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  • rep5
    7 years ago

    Well when the doc tells you tomorrow that you don't have cancer why don't you tell him all what you've written here and get some help?

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  • Tempest-au
    7 years ago

    At 27, it sounds like you need help - but as a 48 year old who suffers from incapacitatingly severe chronic pain and depression, if I went to my doctor and he told me I had terminal cancer, I think I'd be relieved too.

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  • thewonderingfreak
    7 years ago

    Help is what you need.

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